POEMS BY BEI TA FROM CHINA

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POEMS BY BEI TA FROM CHINA

1. 街头苹果雕像

 

在馆里,安享恒温恒湿

你收到的永远是目光,各种目光

 

一旦被放逐到街头

你得重新把枝头的暴风雪承受

 

弥天大雪企图

遮蔽你、压垮你、桎梏你

但那银色的锁链变得过分沉重时

每每会自动脱落

 

哪怕被黑夜渗透

你的心也可以甜得像

灯光

 

2017,1,16晨于苹果城比斯特里察

 

1. Statue of Apple at Street

 

In a museum, enjoying fixed temperature and humidity

You would always receive looks, various looks

 

Once exiled in street

You have to bear snow storms of branches once again

 

The snow falling in the entire sky trying

To cover you, crush you and cage you

Yet when the silver chains become too heavy.

 

2,雪夜

 

 

当我抵达陌生

白天已经被雪下完

在被阴影碾碎的过程中

渐渐变黑

又被黑暗抟成板结的一大块

 

我的国度已进入睡眠

我还有多少时间

用来在比斯特里察的街头寻找

白雪公主遗落的头发

像无数的孤儿

蜷缩在一个个没有月色的角落

 

我的眼睛火光冲天

但我害怕,在我发现雪的孤儿后

他们会消失得影迹无踪

 

2. Snow Night

 

When I arrived in strangeness

The day had been exhausted by snow

In the process of being ground by shadow

It became dark

And then hardened into a bulk by darkness

 

My state had gone into sleep

How much time did I have

To search streets of Bistrita

For hair forlorn by Snow White Princess

Like countless orphans

Curling themselves up in corners without moonlight

 

Fires in my eyes shooting up to the sky

Yet I was afraid that the orphans of snow

Would disappear completely

After I found them.

 

3,被废弃的教堂

 

一件神圣的袍子

终于被酒吧街抛弃

不是因为破

甚至不是因为旧

而是因为被一场世俗的火

烧了一个洞

 

东征归来的骑士

把马背上的一面面旗帜

取下来,插到它的心头

炫耀手艺的胜利

 

它透风的胸怀里

还有足够的空间

供我们涂抹

以看到自己的影像

供我们歌唱

以听到自己的回声

 

在它逼仄的内部

我们依然可以上升

站在它的肩膀上

我们依然可以俯瞰

市井,甚至周遭的群山

 

那在石碑上斜躺着的

是被文化冻僵了的福音

像一条冬眠的巨蟒

 

  

3. The Discarded Church

 

A holy garment

Finally abandoned by the bar street

Not because of being broken

Or even being worn

But because of a hole

Made by a worldly fire

 

The knights returning from Crusade

Took off flags from horsebacks

And inserted them into its heart

To show off victory of their handcraft

 

In its breast letting in air

There is still enough room

For us to smear

And see our own images

For us to sing

And hear our own echoes

 

In its narrow inside

We can still go up

Standing on its shoulders

We can still look down

The streets and even the surrounding mountains

 

What is reclining on the stele

Is the gospel frozen by culture

A gigantic python in hibernation. 

 

1. 罗马尼亚之星

 

天黑了

天空却是蓝的

蓝色的眼睛并不因为要告别大地

而变得更加忧郁

那些忧郁的民歌挖空了我的前路

正如狗吠掏走了我的村庄

炊烟掳掠了我的故乡

今夜,我将在你的注视下

绕着你的影子小跑

直到我把冰跑冷,把雪跑白

把爱情的吸血鬼赶出自闭的棺材

 

我将像一张刚刚被褪下的蛇皮

在你的光芒照射下渐渐暗淡

我将像一片偶然漂移到你身边的云

被你袖子里的光柱撞伤了软肋

 

 

4.Star of Romania

 

It’s dark

Yet the sky is blue

The blue eyes will not turn bluer

For that the sky has to say good-bye to the earth

The blue folk songs has hollowed my ways

Just like the bark having drawing out my village

And the smoke from kitchen chimney having looted my hometown

 

Tonight, under your stare

I will be jiggling around your shadow

Till by my running the ice turns cold and the snow turns white

And the vampire of love driven out of the autistic coffin

 

I will be like a snakeskin just taken off

Dimming gradually under your shining light

I will be like a cloud drifting with you by accident

With its soft spot injured by the beam in your sleeve. 

 

5.飞蚊症与齐奥塞斯库

 

一只蚊子

逃出罗马尼亚人民宫至今尚未竣工的地下室

一下子撞入我的眼睛

不是视野

是眼帘

这蚊子成了我的虹膜的一部分

 

在我看见的几乎所有事物上

它都能投下它的阴影

 

光越亮

它飞舞得越肆无忌惮

 

它一路追杀我

卧在我的眼底,企图从内部颠覆我

 

我揉,我擦,我洗

无济于事

 

我明明拍到了它

把它拍进了墙

它似乎总能死而复出

 

甚至当我闭上眼

我也能看见它

像彩虹拉的一粒屎

 

 

5.Muscae volitantes and Ceausescu

 

A mosquito

Fled from the uncompleted basement of Palace of the Parliament of Romania

And banged into my eye instantly

Not sight

But eyelid

It became a part of my iris

 

On almost all the things I see

It casts its shadow

 

With more light

It dances more unscrupulously

 

It is chasing me all the way

Crouching in depth of my eye, trying to turn me over from inside

 

I am robbing, scratching and washing

No use

 

It’s true that I’ve beaten it

And even beat it into the wall

It seems to be always able to reappear from death

 

Even when I’ve closed my eyes

I can still see it

Like a grain of shit of rainbow.